Lauren Goodger bravely returned to work after an extremely difficult period in her life on Thursday.
The former TOWIE star, 35, lost her newborn, Lorena, to complications during childbirth while she was grieving with ex-boyfriend Jake McLean and was also allegedly assaulted on the day of the funeral. of her child.
On Instagram, Lauren announced that she’s found her ‘fire and motivation’ as she shared a glamorous selfie with ‘fresh lip fillers’ and adjusted to ‘normal life’ .’
Strong: Lauren Goodger, 35, bravely returned to work after an extremely difficult period in her life on Thursday
Lauren looked eye-catching in her shining moment as she donned a bold vest and opted for a radiant makeup palette.
Coming to her Story, she also shared about ‘painting lips’ when puckering her lips with newly filled lips in the clinic.
She wrote: ‘My first day back to work today was filming. After taking a break from what I’ve been through, I decided to find the fire and motivation in me again. ‘
She came back! On Instagram, Lauren announced that she’s found her ‘fire and motivation’ as she shared a glamorous selfie with ‘fresh lip fillers’ and adjusted to ‘normal life’ ‘
Lauren continued: ‘Slowly and little by little, Lauren will be back, maybe I will never be the same again but I am adjusting to a normal life and feeling very happy, thank you. makeup @makeupwithamanie. ‘
It is said she is on ‘the hardest journey’ after tragically losing her newborn baby Lorena in July at birth due to complications.
The former TOWIE star revealed she can ‘feel Lorena to me’ as she took to Instagram to share a sweet post.
Glow! She wrote: ‘My first day back to work today was filming. After taking a break from what I’ve been through, I decided to find the fire and motivation in me again’
The TV star said she believes the newborn is ‘watching and guiding’ her as she shared a black and white photo holding her daughter’s leg.
She wrote: ‘I feel Lorena with me today. thank you for showing me the way and this is the hardest journey but i know you are watching and you are guiding the mummy. ‘
Lorena was born with two knots in her umbilical cord, wrapped around her neck, and despite ten doctors trying to save her, she passed away shortly after birth.
Feeling like herself: Coming to her Story, she also shared about her ‘top of lips’ as she pouted with newly-filled lips in the clinic
While grieving the loss of her newborn baby, Lauren is alleged to have been assaulted on the day of her child’s funeral.
Her boyfriend, Charles Drury, 25, was later arrested and released on bail following the incident.
She also went through a ‘whirlwind of horror’ dealing with the deaths of both Lorena and her ex-boyfriend Jake McLean – who lost their lives when his car plunged off a cliff in Turkey in July. .
The TV star has now admitted she has ‘lost herself completely’ and wants to get back to her pre-pregnancy figure after becoming pregnant with Lorena just eight weeks after giving birth to their first daughter Larose, 13 months .
Tough: It is said she is on the ‘toughest journey’ after tragically losing her newborn baby Lorena last month during childbirth due to complications
Sharing on her Instagram Story on Sunday, she wrote: ‘I’ve been through a lot lately and still have hard days or nights I wake up crying etc.
‘But I’m very strong and I have a little princess who I need to show how to be a kind, strong and independent woman etc.
‘I’ve got 2 kids back and my body feels I hate me not who I am, I’ve lost myself completely.’
‘I’ve lost a bit of weight now (my baby weight) and I just got back to the gym (today). “
‘So I started a new page @laurengoodgerbodyx. I’m not a nutritionist, I’m not a PT. Everything I show is my own.
‘Things I’m going to show… I cook to train my body and I don’t sell anything, it’s just for fun.’
Feeling the loss: The reality star also admitted that she has ‘completely lost herself’ and wants to go back to how she was before pregnancy
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