Lauren Goodger admits she has ‘mixed feelings’ as she enjoys her first baby-free night in two years

Lauren Goodger has admitted she has ‘mixed feelings’ about leaving her daughter Larose as she begins her first childless night out in two years.

Taking to Instagram on Saturday, Lauren shared that she was scared to go out without Larose, 14 months, telling fans she ‘wouldn’t go if it wasn’t my best mate the next time. 30’.

The former TOWIE star, 35, welcomed Larose last July and just eight weeks later she found out she was expecting a second daughter with Charles Drury, and the baby sadly passed away shortly after the greeting. life.

Mother’s thoughts: Lauren Goodger has admitted she has ‘mixed feelings’ about leaving her daughter Larose as she begins her first baby-free night out in two years

Lauren has been ‘finding me again’ for several months of horror witnessing the loss of her ex Jake Paul, the death of her second daughter and being attacked on the day of Lorena’s funeral.

While trying to get back to normal after her recent ordeal, Lauren shared a video of Larose crawling around the living room as she contemplated getting off the bike with her mother Cheryl.

She wrote: ‘I’ve never been to a party or out and out of Larose before. But it’s time for me to start communicating… [sic]

‘She’s over 1 year now and I’m not pregnant anymore after 2 years haha’.

My girl: Taking to Instagram on Saturday, Lauren shared that she was scared to go out without Larose, 14 months, telling fans she ‘wouldn’t go if it wasn’t for her life partner my best 30’

Sharing her conflicting thoughts about going out, Lauren continued: ‘The nanny is sitting so I can relax like she used to with her and I wouldn’t go if it weren’t for the friend. my best 30 years old !!

‘I’m feeling bittersweet but I know it’s her bedtime in 5 hours, loll it’s healthy but I can’t wait to come home and miss her’.

Despite her initial doubts, Lauren soon prepared for her evening out, sharing a glamorous snap of herself along with the caption: ‘I’ve been waiting for this day for me can do makeup properly!!!!

Saturday night: As she tries to return to some normalcy after her recent ordeal, Lauren shared a video of Larose crawling around the living room as she contemplates leaving the master with her mother Cheryl hers.

Reflection: She wrote: ‘I’ve never been to a party or out and out of Larose before. But it’s time for me to start communicating… [sic] ‘She’s more than 1 year old now and I’m not pregnant anymore after 2 years haha’

‘I was so confused during my pregnancy, now my radiant body and skin is back! Makeup would be so much better’.

The TV personality also got a glimpse of her outfit, wearing a taupe dress with a pink Chanel clutch bag.

Continuing to enjoy her evening, Lauren shared several clips of her pouting, writing: ‘Sorry for spamming the story tonight, my first free party in two years.’

Stunner: Despite her initial doubts, Lauren soon started preparing for her evening, sharing a glamorous snap of herself along with the caption: ‘I’ve been waiting for the day this so I can do my makeup properly!!!’

All well dressed: The TV personality also caught a glimpse of her outfit, she donned a taupe dress with a pink Chanel clutch bag

Party time: Continuing to enjoy her evening, Lauren shared several clips of her pouting, writing: ‘Sorry for spamming the story tonight, my first free baby party me after two years’

Lauren lost her newborn, Lorena, to complications during childbirth in July.

She was allegedly assaulted on the day of her son’s funeral. Her boyfriend, Charles Drury, 25, was later arrested and released on bail following the incident.

She has been through a ‘whirlwind of horror’ dealing with the deaths of both Lorena and ex-boyfriend Jake McLean – who lost their lives when his car plunged off a cliff in Turkey in July.

Lauren recently wrote an emotional post following the tragic death of her newborn daughter.

She admitted she was ‘broken’ after the tragedy and said she would one day write a book to help those who might be going through the same thing.

‘I am heartbroken during this horribly painful time’: Lauren recently wrote an emotional post following the tragic death of her newborn daughter

Lauren wrote on her Instagram story: ‘I just wanted to say thank you for all your support, I am so devastated.

‘Someday I’ll write a second book and tell my story for all that I’ve been through when I’m old. And hopefully it can be someone’s survival guide. ‘

Lauren released her first book, The Secret of an Essex Girl, in 2013.

Candidate: The influencer admits she’s ‘broken’ after the tragedy and says she’ll one day write a book to help people who may be going through the same thing

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